Dating : Birth and Death… Rebirth?

I am here
Here living regardless of my feelings of not being asked for the consent of my birth. The universe tells me otherwise about my consent to conception. She tells me I volunteered to be here. I just keep forgetting my offering and that is my life. My life is full of days of welcoming my departure and this used to bother me. Somewhere in this quagmire of birth and longing for death I know I’m needed. To live a life not for myself but for the people I love. My light shines bright for a reason and I have long been conspiring to find out what part of the darkness needs it the most.
There is much work to be done.