Dating : A LIFE STORY

The woman was lying in the hospital as she had a cardiac arrest a few days back and tears came out her eyes. the life flashback came as she was reaching her last breathe.

The Girl name was Mary who lived in Texas with her family. Her father was a farmer with a decent income just capable of easily fulfilling the family needs
and also had some luxuries. it was just a happy decent family. Mary had turned 9 years old and was in 5th grade in a city school. she struggled with the mathematics

And also had trouble making friends as she left her local school and admitted to the city school being in a completely new environment made her anxious and nervous . she saw the children who were younger than her (in 2nd or 3rd grade) and remembered about herself being in that phase being always happy and having no fear or tension just playing with her friends and thought how easy were their lives.

A few years passed and now Mary was in the high school being turned 15 years and now hormones kicked in and she started dating but after being cheated by her boyfriend now became depressed and always feeling lonely in the life . once sitting in the school playground she saw some middle school kids and thought how easy it was for them and was for her when she was in the 5th grade.
she remembered about her old memories and thought how foolish of her was to be nervous on some silly stuff.

Another couple few years passed and now it was the time to be in the college and she had to make some important decisions about her life and had to leave her home and move out to the city for study and work
this all new burden made her stressed out but somehow she figured out . having good high school grads and a good sat score she entered a good university and moved to New York and the college life begun. now all the new worries made her thought of her high school years that how easy it was then and she passed all those years mourning over some silly stuff and a stupid boyfriend .
She passed the college with degree and now started her work as a intern in a company and got a permanent job in the firm later. this proved to be very difficult.
living in the expensive New York city a tiny apartment with others and having difficulty maintaining a work and relationship balance.
once whole at home she thought of her college years and thought how easy it was then compared to now and missed all her opportunities back then. actually she wanted to be a Musician and wanted to study music but parents pressure made her do a so called professional study degree

she thought of her foolishness back then and regretted about it.
this cycle continued till her end days and till her last breathe she had realized the most important lessons of the life .

It is not the things we do that we regret the most , but the things which we don’t we regret the most.

All our life we keep thinking that SOMEDAY we will be SOMEWHERE doing SOMETHING that we want and we will be happy then .
nut these SOMEs never come and all that matters is now.