Dating : Love Poems to the Ether #1

I’m really hoping you never check these messages. I wish there was somewhere I could write you and know you would never see. But I know you check these messages. Or would eventually.

I was really looking forward to this class tonight with you, my love. It was going to be so fun in my head. You’re not here now. Again. I’ve made the decision to do the class anyways alone. And just not be visible because I will probably cry through it. But I’m gonna do it anyways.

I figure it’s a way for me to grow. Both with you in spirit and away from you in person. I’ll always be able to remember it. And one day I’ll take a similar class and I won’t cry through it and I’ll remember this day and be glad for it. And I’ll know I always love you. And when you love something you don’t lose that love just because it can’t be expressed.