Dating : Num

When the words “I love you” sound hollow like your heart

And when that very emptiness doesn’t feel like happiness, doesn’t feel like sadness, it’s just numb

And it leaves you racking your brain, not knowing where to start

Where to go, what to do, where this emptiness came from

It leaves you guessing, ruminating, you start questioning the people you love

You’re looking for something, searching for something to give you meaning, to bring you feeling

You want answers

Why are you empty?

Why are you underwhelmed with emotions, you feel them disappearing

Because your heart is hollow, and you don’t know how low you can go, how much more you can take

And your whole body begins to quake, your world begins to shake as you wonder about this feeling

This feeling, this feeling, is this what emptiness feels like?

I love you

Do these words feel hollow to you?

Does your heart feel hollow to you?

Does love feel hollow to you?

I love you. I love you. I really do.

But sometimes those words feel empty and I feel empty, I feel numb, I feel nothing

I wish I could feel enough for you because I love you

But when I am empty and my heart is hollow just know that this feeling

This feeling, this loss of feeling, the only feeling that I have left is for you