Dating : Upside down (April 17, 2019)

Time for bed

I lay on my back and let my neck and head dangle off the side of my bed.

My hair I wish, touched the ground soon enough. I am nourishing it to grow longer and longer

The only position my back hurts the least

My sister screams for my Mom. I listen to her voice screech as my sweet, sweet mom parks in the driveway from a long day at work. Wallah no one’s mother should work until 10:30 pm. This makes me work harder — for my mom.

I wanted to see my mom’s and sister’s reaction to each other but I just couldn’t get myself up from my huge headache.

I’ll allow it to be a private mystery for them to share

The wind of my window to the left blows on my face and body.

I’m writing to you upside down

I imagine you laying on my chest like a perfect key you fit every curve

Slim, tall and handsome. What is that? perfect

‏ما شاء الله

‏اعطيني بوسة

A sweet little kiss,

maybe even passionately but I won’t push my luck or desire more than I sense you want from me

I listen to the sounds of the world — it’s bustling outside

Sirens, motorcycles, the constant sound of cars passing.

Sometimes in a distance, sometimes on the road in front of my house.

Sometimes too fast, loud and frightening, others normal, some too slow and creepy. I wonder what people are up to when I glance out the window in the middle of the night. Why aren’t they sleeping?

Oh the sirens they remind me of New York. They’ve become more prevalent these years here

I whisper your name

AbdallMajed

I wonder if Allah allows me to be alive in your heart

And I feel like I know He does allow this.

That’s why this is so beautiful to me

Don’t try to forget me, I know you’re trying to move on but we never began

InshaAllah it’s spring let’s begin

AbdallMajed

One day you’ll hear me.

AbdallMajed

You will respond to me

AbdallMajed

I will be the first one your calm eyes see and last one your soul sees

AbdallMajed

You will respond to me

AbdallMajed

Sweet dreams