Dating : :)

I don’t know what i am feeling

I am sick

Bored

Still hopeful but got nothing to hold me down

Nothing to make me stop thinking about giving up in this love and stay

I can remember the person i used to be

I was so hopeful and positive

I had dreams and smile all over my face

I was somebody else

And i am now someone i do not know

I’m losing control over myself

Over my life

My time

Everything that used to make feel strong

I’m no longer strong

No longer me

I am lost

In a place that feels so cold

So different

So painful

I am depressed

If it’s about love i wish i had no heart to give you

No body to offer you

No tears to make you stay

I wish you walked away long time ago

Right when you spoke your first bad words and hurt me

Right when you stopped caring and took off my hand and left me broken between shadows