Dating : 12.13.15

i don’t know what’s been agitating me but i just feel off tonight. well i felt off when brought up the ******* ball. 2 have no desire 2 go and i think its fucked up that she even brought it up. but of course i’ve got to accommodate everybody else or i’m the 1 looking crazy. i gotta accommodate ******** when it comes 2 the kids or it gets ugly. i gotta accommodate my dad’s desire to not b involved in my life anymore. i’ve gotta accommodate everybody else. i don’t want 2 complain about shit cuz i’ve got so many things 2 b thankful for, but i would just like 4 people 2 accommodate me. i just feel like i have 2 b a warped version of myself 2 keep the other people around me comfortable. still trying to learn the lesson in all of this.