Dating : I think of you all the time.

I think of you all the time.
When someone said « You Know » I start to smile.
I miss your voice.
You always called me « kid ».
I miss the way , you show up
Unannounced just to check on me.
I really miss you dad.
The pain I feel is the same I felt when you passed away.
I don’t think it will ever change.
There’s a hole in my heart
Where I feel empty .
Making me feel incomplete.
That’s where the pain is too.
I miss the hugs
They made me feel safe
I knew everything would work out
In the end .
Now I struggle more , stress more and I am so more inpatient than ever.
My head stays up
I never quit but
Sometimes I feel like giving up.
I don’t I keep going.
No matter how bad it gets.
I am your daughter , if there is one
Thing I learned from you
Is to keep going and show no weakness.
It will all work it’s self out in the end.
I just wanted to tell you
I hope your proud of whom I become.
Smiling down on me.
I love and miss you
Dad.