Dating : Letter For Someone I’ve Loved

… and I still love, regardless of the circumstances.

Thank you!

And I’m sorry for something… I am writing to you, and I want you to know all the internal struggles that I got into to write this letter, and here I am, not because I felt like it, but because at the beginning of this year I decided to do the things I fear most, hence, this letter, for you.

I will not lie and say that I was not sad when you decided to end the relationship with me, and I remember when you asked me, if one day, if we broke up, we could be friends, and I replied that ex’s don’t become friends…(oh boy, I didn’t really understand nothing about relationships, at that time), but go on, I was devastated, not to the point of ending my life, but devastated to the point of not wanting to end that chapter, and in the end, everything was resolved, and I realized that although I was not a bad boyfriend, I am an even better ex-boyfriend.

I realize now that our relationship had to end, and thankfully it happened at an early stage, I am grateful for that, because I was a newbie, and I needed that end to grow as a person and as an individual, and you too. Although we learned something together, if we stayed together, we would be miserable, and probably appear on those shows in the morning, when couples fight.

Again, I’m not going to lie and say it was easy to find someone like you, it wasn’t, because I’m still looking, not for someone like you 100%, but thanks to you, now I know what I want and need. All the women I met during this time were not like you, or had something that remind me of you, don’t worry, there weren’t many.

But I managed to move on, and I wish you the best, and I want you to know that, even though we haven’t seen each other since that rainy October day, I will love you forever, because love is not living in the same house, or having regular dating, love is being away, without any contact, and wanting the other person to be happy, regardless of who is by her side.

I would lie if I said that I never wanted to meet you on the street, just to see if the old flame ignited, or to hear your voice, even for a few seconds, or even to know how you are, and I’m sorry to have told you that Ex -friends don’t become friends, because now, all I wanted was having a friend like you.

Thank you Bruna…be happy!