Dating : Predisposed love

I know its sad and pain is
something no one should
get to go around with.

I know youʼre hurting and its
suffocating.

We have got years of history
isn’t that something to be
respected,
Well its definitely ain’t
something that should be
neglected.

Not once have I ever
declined your call, ignored a
text but honey- can you look
in your mental and tell me if
you can you say the same?

Fights on fights on fights
Texts on texts on texts
apologizing
but hey the love stayed,

at least on my side of the
bed.

I know you are hurting but
why bleed on me like that?

I know the anger is there but
why put it down on me like
that?

You come back and make an
excuse to leave again.
I take the blame but is it
really me who cracked the
joke?

Why do you come back if
you don’t plan to stay. Why
show me hope when you are
just here to play?

Is it satisfying to see me beg
and apologize, going round
and round trying to hear

your voice?

Well, Here it is, this is it.
If you want to go Iʼll let you
leave.

But honey if you decide to
stay I need you to
breathe, let the flowers grow
even if its among weed.

Because I know youʼre
hurting but I’m hurting too.

My house is crumbling and
the heartʼs broken but Iʼll let
you through.

So tell me if you want to
stay, but if you leave this
time, then that shall seal the
deal.