Dating : Thunder and lightning in my mind

Thunder and lightning in my mind

It’s like I’m never out from my mind

I’m stuck in my head alway

Hurting myself with my thoughts

Thinking about what might have been

What might have happened…

If I learned to love myself?

If I found the good in me?

If I tried harder?

If I tried sooner?

I’m trying so hard

But it feels too late

How do I befriend myself?

I’m blocking myself

What might have happened though?

What might have happened…

If I didn’t let the past get to me?

If I opened up to everyone that I love?

If I thought about right now…

Or even the future?

What might have happened…

If I felt like I was right?

If my mind didn’t play tricks on me?

I’m shedding my old skin

But I don’t know how long it will take

I’m off balance

Hanging off of the edge

But I know I can get the best to happen

I will open up

I will find my present

And even the future

Its all so scary

But with everyone in my corner…

I will do the best right things