Dating : Well, lemme put this straightforwardly here, this message may disappoint you, maybe even hurt you.

Well, lemme put this straightforwardly here, this message may disappoint you, maybe even hurt you. You know I am very curious about knowing persons and their feelings ,but leave it.
So, the main point here is …I don’t have such feeling for you.
Now, there are more things to understand….like without feeling there can’t be any relationship, you know that it sucks. Moreover, I don’t think we are compatible enough. It will be stupid to jump into a relationship like this , at last we both will have to suffer. Even if I will say yes to your proposal or whatever it was , just to not break your heart , it will be nonsense step. May be that will make you happy right now, but there’s as high probability that it lead to make you cry one day. And I am not that bad, to use any feelings of any girl for benefits , or whatever . I don’t play like this.
The other thing is, I think it is just a stupid attraction that you are suffering from, but how can I be sure about that….so, it’s up to you what you think about it, it doesn’t matter much tho.
Reality is, you don’t know me, well this may sound as a cliché , but it is exactly the situation here. The person you know, the image of mine you know, whose messages you like, with whom you are comfortable in talking, who likes to joke (and sometimes even flirts) with everyone , is not me. I am kind of mess in my own and I am serious here. I am not a good person to with someone and not mature enough yet.
I want to say a lot of things but, I don’t know how to express what’s in my heart. To summarize , I will say “ It’s not like, I don’t want to make you girlfriend , It’s more like I don’t want to make you my ex-girlfriend.”
You need some time alone, its good to not talk for some time . Just don’t do anything silly, I think you aren’t that stupid.
Good Bye.

Well, lemme put this straightforwardly here, this message may disappoint you, maybe even hurt you. You know I am very curious about knowing persons and their feelings ,but leave it.
So, the main point here is …I don’t have such feeling for you.
Now, there are more things to understand….like without feeling there can’t be any relationship, you know that it sucks. Moreover, I don’t think we are compatible enough. It will be stupid to jump into a relationship like this , at last we both will have to suffer. Even if I will say yes to your proposal or whatever it was , just to not break your heart , it will be nonsense step. May be that will make you happy right now, but there’s as high probability that it lead to make you cry one day. And I am not that bad, to use any feelings of any girl for benefits , or whatever . I don’t play like this.
The other thing is, I think it is just a stupid attraction that you are suffering from, but how can I be sure about that….so, it’s up to you what you think about it, it doesn’t matter much tho.
Reality is, you don’t know me, well this may sound as a cliché , but it is exactly the situation here. The person you know, the image of mine you know, whose messages you like, with whom you are comfortable in talking, who likes to joke (and sometimes even flirts) with everyone , is not me. I am kind of mess in my own and I am serious here. I am not a good person to with someone and not mature enough yet.
I want to say a lot of things but, I don’t know how to express what’s in my heart. To summarize , I will say “ It’s not like, I don’t want to make you girlfriend , It’s more like I don’t want to make you my ex-girlfriend.”
You need some time alone, its good to not talk for some time . Just don’t do anything silly, I think you aren’t that stupid.
Good Bye.

*June 2021.*(Has to be the worst month of my life.)

From _’getting betrayed by someone whom I used to refer as a close friend’_ to _’losing someone permanently’_ to _’facing these emotional jolts’_ ………….. Like what not?
And my mobile died too.