Dating : Imperfected

I always wanted to be the imperfect love

Here i am trying to perfect it to the perfect imperfection.

How?

I am trying to be all that I think you want,

But along the way I desired I could be more of the pride and ego in me wants.

Why?

I saw you wanting to be a better version of you even without me

I saw you dance in the sunset and please the eyes of all who could behold your beauty

The beauty I was too blind to see by the imperfections I thought of you!

I lost you to imperfections of my own choice

And yet still add I wrote this I’m blaming you for all my imperfections.

I walked away and faded in your limelight

You tried pulling me back convincing of what I could not convince myself

I’ll forget I was imperfect tonight and think of your beauty and hope that as the sun makes its way to the sunrise

My love for you will rise back from the ashes

Ashes from the fire that kept me warm

under the cold nights under the moon that I spent thinking of the words

I couldn’t count all the stars that suffered me away from your memories and so I will not try count of the perfections and imperfections that are Arterton me to you or drifting me away from you.

I will wake up to my own imperfections and I’ll let the scorching sun burn then away and hope the rains will finally fall and wash away my fears.

How did I become your imperfect perfection?