Dating : On the corner of …

The juggling act

I lost my happiness on the corner of hope and fear. I was talking to freedom about all the opportunities I could have next year, and I Lost her. I’m afraid to tell whoever I’ve been praying to that she’s gone, though they probably already know. Countless times have I been told,“you can’t juggle both, pick one.”

And now here comes ignorance bringing pride. Years ago I pushed her to the side, but she sticks like glue. I need better friends, I knew this back then but again with my whole juggling act. I haven’t yet learned how to accept that giving up isn’t giving in, and all I can think about is my when?

And who’s office am I going to scroll into making jokes about my ‘wins’ and round 10. I lost a lot on this corner, honestly, damn near my life. I’ve repeated this phase more than twice. What do I give up? what do I lose? What choice do I have to choice?