Dating : A Beautiful Place

I loved boxing in high school, I was pretty good too. I fought every week and practiced on the weekends. I had dreams that my boxing skills were gonna take me through college, professional boxing and beyond, I was gonna go far. I was so good they’d put me up against some bigger kids well out of my weight class. I’d beaten them all. I had a match scheduled on the day of my daughter’s birth. I was boxing for money now so I couldn’t miss this half a million-dollar payday — it would set my girl up for the rest of her life — I was gonna win and wrap it up quickly and make it in time to the hospital to be the first face she sees and I couldn’t’ wait. the guy was pretty good and strong but I was quick and more experienced, I had this in the bag. I was imagining with one part of my mind what I’d call my little baby girl and what we’d do with the rest of the money but the round had started and so I lunged out and out into the ring and got hit pretty hard and fast and slipped into a coma. the match was over within a minute by TKO. I was in a deep coma that I stayed in for a couple of days but it felt like a yeat or so had gone by in this place I was in. I’ll never forget it. it was so beautiful. I woke up in the hospital with my face pretty beaten up and with a few teeth on my right upper side missing and my lip stitched up to the bottom of my nose to prevent it from falling off. I made a full recovery and told people what I saw. experts say something like that happens all the time. what I saw was something that no one has ever seen, those experts are nothing but liars, they don’t know what they’re even talking about. how can you study what you’ve never experienced? I didn’t want to come back to this world. I tried going back to this paradise, I figured all I have to do is recreate what happened again but this time with a permanent lasting so I never come back. I tried taking my life multiple times and was placed under suicidal watch. My wife left me and I’m now co-parenting my two-year-old daughter, I took her and I’ve found a new life in another country now, working as a cashier providing excellent customer service with a smile. I’m trying to be strong for my daughter’s sake