Dating : lonely in the big world

as I sit here loneliness overcomes my meagre bones,
I don’t understand why I see the lights, the people but
love is fleeting like a cool breeze in the midsummer heat

don’t leave me I scream but
who listens when there is no one
I’m lonely or is it just loneliness
meeting me?

where do I find someone to be
with and keep me sane? no not
today I hear the stars yelling
but I can’t listen, I’m drowning.

fear not my mind tells me but
where is my mind and why does
this big city speak to me in riddles
I see no beginning, no end

feel free and jump off a roof
but don’t forget your helmet
and a face mask to believe
where is the lie in the belief

randomly we seek peace:
p e a c e is like the ace-drink with
pe no not pee but peas wait
peace is peas but just different

slowly my mind drifts away
like a shell from the fired gun
boom my head he blew
down no up no sideways no matter

feel.