Dating : Party of one

I’m here in the first city, the city I run when I left home, the city most of us run as a first free place. Everything started here: in this city I used to hate and now I love cause have little parts of my story. See? There’s no need to run anymore, there’s no need to blame a person or a place, everything happened the way it supposed to be.

I’m not trying to find a home, so I’m home every where I go. I wish I was wiser before to not make you suffer, but I didn’t know better. I’m sorry, but I needed to be a mess back then, I needed to fall apart and make all those mistakes and God! I’m so glad I did, because this things brought me here: “every now and then the stars align”, right?

I hope you forgive me to call you my favorite game, I was so naive that I never really understood what we were playing. I didn’t know love or life, I was just scared all the time. The fear is gone now, life and love colides and the city just looks so brighter and smells good like that perfume I used to wear ten years ago.

I take deep breaths and look kindly to our story in this streets, I just wish I could hug your ginger face and look in your eyes while I say: I’m truly sorry for hurting you. You were my first boyfriend, the first person that try to show me love and I push you away. I didn’t know how let anyone love me, but I loved you. OK?

I’m just here to say that I know this is not a party of one anymore, I’m happy for you and your family and I hope that when the song change you can forgive me. By the way, I forgive you.