Dating : Never Attracted to Anyone… but WANT a Relationship

Dating : Never Attracted to Anyone… but WANT a Relationship

I am a straight female who lives in California, I am 31, and literally have not been physically attracted to anyone for multiple YEARS!

I cannot find any guy who I’m even crushing on a little (and yes – I’m sure that I’m straight…. I’m not crushing on anyone)!

Even on TV I have not had any celebrity crushes since like 2006!
OKAY OKAY but here’s the thing: **right now I am crushing on a guy on a TV show and he lives here in California but he gets thousands of comments and messages per day from girls online and he also gets tons of attention in real life from girls who recognize him
and he travels all over the country because of his job, so he is meeting TONS of interested girls.**

I’m an attractive female and I look much younger than my age (people think I’m like 17 – 22), and I have a personality that I feel would be compatible with this guy from TV….
but I feel like I don’t have a chance at meeting him in person since he has SO many girls right now who are trying to contact him and want him to be their boyfriend.

What do you think about all of this?
and what should I do?
He’s the only guy that I’ve liked in many years (and I actually think that I LOVE him).