Dating : Someones side kick
Last year March just week before 1st lockdown started new job met this guy there 2 weeks in he was very interested i found out he married 13y n with 3 kids.
At the time i was living very sad life in relationships for 7 years more like room8s not lovers i split up with him but still we shared house together for 1 whole year easier with kids we got 2 kids.
All this year i been side kick to this married guy and i love him with all my heart and i know he got feelings but also know he will never leave his wife if he hasnt done so up to now split up.moved out but he still allways have excuse not actually finds way of doing things. He not shy or hide his feelings towards me at work in front of other work m8s he allways open n talks openly but still staying with her. He got her at home me at work and he flirts with other young girls at work n i found out and told him i am done with him on friday.i left work early with broken heart and i am not proud of anything i have done n feel for his wife.i was just fool n believed. But his « love » is so big i finnaly understand he is a liar n a cheat.n i am as bad as he is but still i never tought i will meet someone like him who could lie lile that.we spend all day at work together meet after work had sex had everytin normal realationship has just it wasnt real.
Like you said, you’re as bad as he is. You knew he was married, and you didn’t care as long as you for what you wanted. Now you want more, you can’t have it, so *now* you feel for his wife?! Yuck. Actually own up to your part (not continuing to say oh I didn’t know he could lie like that – you’ve known from the beginning) and do better.