Dating : Should i consider buying a dakimura?
I never had a relationship with a girl before, I tried to talk to girls multiple times only to be called “weird”, “creepy” “future rapist” etc.
Is there anyway I can rewire myself mentally into loving a dakimura since all girls dislike me before I get to know them? I have been led on and been embarrassed by the nicest of girls at my school and church and then manipulated and gaslighted for money and other resources, I’m thinking if I try to pursue a relationship with a Dakimura instead because obviously I can’t be out “creeping” on people or “raping” women when I’m inside with my dakimura all day.
My entire middle school and high school life, I have been spat on by groups of people, pelted by rocks, led on by girls, and jumped on nearly everyday. All because I looked differently, causing other people to treat me differently, causing me to act differently. I was just trying to show the world that I had the ability to love and be loved but obviously it didn’t work out the way it was planned. I’ve been to therapy numerous times and fed the bs: “Just be urself bro!”
Well that’s exactly what I did and nothing fucking changed no matter how I acted, I just wanted friends, companionship, and a girl close to my age that I could pursue a romantic relationship with. But obviously that was too much to ask for. Nearly everyone I asked out replied “Sorry I’m Lesbian” or “This is like some really bad joke?”, Then people started taking pictures of me and started putting them online to insult me, spread rumors, partial truths, mistruths.
I just want you to know, that it is okay for you to hate me, I just want you to hate me for the right reasons, for the things that I have actually done, and I haven’t done much against anyone.
I’m slowly running out of time and my looks are getting worse, I’m only 5’3 and I’m suffering from MPD
On side note: What Dakimura should I buy?
I had to look this up to see what it was, is this a pillow you are trying to buy for some sort of sexual gratification? Dude, just get a hooker.
Also, you must believe that anyone who buys that stuff must be weird right, no sane person would buy this. Also, people tend to “bully, make fun, etc.. of people that really stick out, not saying it’s right, but that’s how it goes. Do you not see how buying something like this will only increase your weirdness?
Yeah sure buy the waifu pillow, just know that by doing so you are permanently condemning yourself to a lifetime of sad virginity.
Man is there fire inside you? Do you feel their hatred? Do you want revenge? Justice? If yes then work on yourself, gym, roman-greco, MMA just do it. If not, then I can’t help you. Either way, buy dakimura. In first case, add John D.’s kimura system.
Dude, according to your post history, you are only 16 (yeah, I searched, lol). Relax.
I’d say forget about dating right now and focus on yourself. Keep working out. Eat and sleep properly (so you gain from your workout). Get well read. Learn cool skills. Maybe play some videogames or wathever hobbies you have. Have fun and enjoy yourself even if it’s alone. Most importantly, study a lot and get out of high school ASAP. Seriously, what you say about how their treat you (they pelted you with rocks? seriously?) is really, really shitty and makes my blood boil.
I was also bullied in school and high-sc and called « gross » and « creepy » by girls, and I have never dated until my late twenties. It was kind of lonely but when hearing and reading stories, I’m very glad of having avoided so much drama. I mean, are you sure you want to date a brat?
Also, I used to think I was ugly at your age and even during my early twenties, but lately I’m being told I’m really adorable. Not as in handsome, but… meh, I like being adorable :3
Anyway, worried about your stature? Look, my father is not much taller than you, and has had kids with three different women. He was also very shy as he had a hard infancy too. He made it up by getting swole as heck, which made him win confidence and manliness. It takes years, and that’s after you have found **your** personal manner of training. But now that you are young, it’s the best time for it as your gains will be much faster now.
You are balding? Well, nothing you can do about that… shaving, I guess? Or wearing fashionable hats? Or hoping technology will get better? It’s sad when you are so young but… Maybe you will get used to it and find a style that goes decently with it? Anyway, if it’s inevitable, better worry about the things you can control, I guess.
Good luck, my friend. And never give up.