Dating : I’m so in love
(With him).
Why have I allowed myself to be here. I can’t let you go. Something as simple as your arms around me can make my anxious brain turn off and help me feel safe.
Being away from you is a pain I will tolerate, so that we can be reunited once again.
I know this feeling, being able to turn that anxiety off when your in the grips of the person you love is the best feeling and the worst withdrawal.
Can be very dangerous, dependency is hard to shake.