Dating : I’m too embarrassed to date cause I’m poor
I always wanted a partner in life, but my previous experiences have been awful. I kind of gave up, especially last year that I lost part of my income, and so did my mom and now we both live on rent on a small apartment above a store on this weird neighborhood.
Now, even if for a brief moment I see someone who I think is interesting, I immediately recoil. I’m just so ashamed of the place I live, of where I’m in my life right now and I just feel like a burden. I don’t see why anyone would ever be with me. People my age are living on their own in nice parts of town or downtown, and even if they share a space, they achieved a certain style of living which I don’t think I will anytime soon.
I don’t even know if I’m asking for advice. I just needed to vent cause my friends are middle class and don’t really get this/I’m too embarrassed to tell them how I feel.