Dating : Trying my best to keep my head straight
I’ve kinda began this self journey of really getting rid of my negative thoughts over this summer and so far I’m working on it. One thought that keeps getting to me is feeling bad about other people’s relationships/dating lives/crushes etc. I do verbally express that I’m happy for people who find an SO or on here, when I see people who confess to their crush and it works out. However, internally, I feel bad that isn’t me. I only seem to encounter guys who want sex or they build me up SO much..by the time I warm up to them.. they don’t like me anymore (side note: I don’t mean I don’t reciprocate or anything but I mean they seem very into me and so I take a chance and invest myself) which I understand I can’t do anything about but I keep pushing this self fulfilling prophecy in my mind.
In the end, life in general is difficult but I can’t seem to accept that dating is one of those difficult aspects as well.
If you read all this thanks, just needed a place to vent lol